Portfolio > Holding Space

Much of my past work features visual phenomena and tensions that are routinely overlooked but quietly thrilling. The paintings possess a meditative quality: they are both refuge from and embrace of the world, as well as an invitation to the viewer for shared presence. As it was for many in our country, 2017 was a very hard year for me. The work I’d been making no longer seemed sufficient to process the pervasive despair, anxiety, and brokenness I encountered and felt at every turn. I began covering my paintings with many layers of thin white glazes: in burying them, I could simultaneously deny one’s access (an act motivated by fury and fear) and preserve them for a safer time (a hopeful action). I simplified in other ways, too, and “tore” critical information away. Holding Space at Goya Contemporary is an attempt to process this collective existential crisis. In a departure from previous work, the series ventures into the uncomfortable space of partial destruction, incomplete information, and uncertainty. The paintings ask the viewer to dwell in this space, to wait, to look, to hold space for what is to come.

Courage to be kind
Oil on panel
12" x 48"
2018
Sunder
Oil on panel
12" x 36"
2018
Sedimentary preservation
Oil on Panel
12" x 36"
2018
Gather
Oil on panel
6" x 24"
2018
Torn
Oil on panel
12" x 48"
2018
Cleft
Oil on panel
8" x 16"
2018
Standby
Oil on panel
30" x 15"
2018
What is withdrawn
Oil on panel
8" x 24"
2018
The attempt is what matters
Oil on panel
24" x 12"
2018
Occlusions
Oil on panel
24" x 12"
2018
Findings and leavings
Oil on panel
8" x 24"
2018
Disruptions
Oil on panel
6" x 12"
2018
Suspension
Oil on panel
6" x 12"
2018
Sanctuary
Oil on panel
12" x 9"
2018
Move ahead in spite of despair
Oil on panel
8" x 24"
2018
Veiled
2018